去年，那是一个雨夜，我在国道上拦了一辆车回重庆，现在回想一下，那应该是辆很破的老式客车，车子很空，在车子的最后一排坐着一位少女，她旁边有一排空座。我走过去问她：“这个位子我可以坐吗？”她微笑的点了点头，她很美，美得有点让人惊讶。她穿着一条素色的长裙，出于一种男人的本性，于是我便和她聊了起来。我和她聊了一些我的往事。

她听的很入神，讲到情深之处她还有一些感触。接着，她的话匣子也打开了。她说：“我今年22岁，小时候很苦，在我五岁生日那天，爸爸突然走到我面前对我说：明天妈妈就会离开我们，不要伤心。那时我还小，并没有在意。第二天早上醒来，我听到妈妈过世的噩耗，我用一种诧异的神看着爸爸，他只是对我苦苦地笑。就这样爸爸、我和弟弟三人又过了几年，在我十岁生日那天晚上爸爸泪流满面的对我说：明天弟弟也要离开我们了”。I ask: “Brother where to go?” Dad said: “Brother to mom's place.” That time I also didn't care. > > > Again over a year, brother mysteriously disappeared, I felt fear, went to find dad, dad looked at me with cold eyes without speaking. The following years, I lived well but on my 15th birthday morning, dad prepared everything in the house for me and had a birthday party for me in the evening. He suddenly said: "Tomorrow dad will leave you too." He handed me a letter and told me that when I was 20 years old to open it all would be clear. I was scared because of what he said could be true.

Finally reaching twenty years old and opening the letter found out that my father knew everything about my life from then on until now including meeting Argen who left her after two years of living together and eventually finding his death by riverbank before she became 22 again as if nothing happened.

As she finished telling her story tears rolled down her face as she continued saying “just like this i'm alone suffering through life” then suddenly the lights flickered off only for them to come back on seconds later leaving us wondering what just happened as we all realized we were sitting in an empty bus with no other passengers around us.

The girl smiled softly at me saying "thank you for listening" before disappearing into thin air leaving behind only silence filled with confusion as we tried making sense of what just transpired while trying not to look away from each other fearing our own reality might change like hers did every time she reached another milestone age without any warning or explanation given by anyone ever since childhood up until today - never knowing when or how they'll disappear next time forever changing their lives once more always keeping us guessing until it happens again someday soon enough though not yet so let's cherish these moments spent together right here right now within this strange eerie feeling surrounding us both deeply concerned about what may happen tomorrow or even tonight if such things truly exist outside our world waiting patiently watching carefully observing quietly hoping silently praying wishing fervently believing strongly trusting completely surrendering fully accepting peacefully embracing calmly accepting serenely resigning myself humbly submitting myself graciously yielding gracefully letting go freely releasing totally surrendering utterly giving up completely losing control absolutely giving up hopelessly losing faith entirely losing trust completely losing belief utterly losing confidence finally falling apart totally breaking down entirely crumbling away absolutely disintegrating completely dissolving utterly vanishing into thin air